leadership – The Introverted Pastor

Some of the best leaders I know are often the quietest ones in the room.

They’re not disengaged. They’re not distracted. And they’re certainly not unprepared. They’re thinking.

Yet in many ministry contexts, silence gets misread. If you don’t speak quickly, you must not have much to say. If you don’t jump in immediately, you must not care. If you pause, reflect, or hesitate, you risk being labelled unsure or passive.

There is a common saying: “Still waters run deep.”

Fast Talkers Get Credit, Deep Thinkers Get Results

Modern leadership culture rewards speed. The quickest response often gets the most attention. The person who fills the silence gets assumed authority. In church meetings, this can quietly shape who is seen as decisive and who is overlooked.

But speed is not the same as wisdom.

Introverted leaders tend to process internally before speaking. They listen longer, weigh more factors, and consider consequences others miss. By the time they speak, they’re not brainstorming out loud, they’re offering something refined.

In my research with pastors, this pattern showed up repeatedly. Introverted leaders are slower to speak in meetings, but their contributions carried unusual clarity when they did. The problem wasn’t their leadership. The problem was that the system didn’t always know how to read it.

Scripture Has a Lot to Say About Pauses

The Bible is remarkably suspicious of quick words.

“Everyone should be quick to listen, slow to speak, and slow to become angry” (James 1:19).

Even Proverbs reminds us, “Even fools are thought wise if they keep silent” (Prov. 17:28). That’s a humbling verse for leaders who equate volume with insight.

Jesus Himself regularly disrupted the pressure to respond immediately. One of the most striking moments happens in John 8. A crowd demands an instant judgment. The tension is high. The moment is public.

And Jesus does something unexpected.

He bends down and writes in the dirt.

No rush. No reaction. Just space.

That pause wasn’t indecision. It was authority. Jesus refused to let urgency hijack wisdom.

Silence Is Not Absence

One of the most damaging assumptions in leadership culture is that silence equals disengagement. In reality, silence often signals deep attention.

Introverted leaders are frequently:

tracking group dynamics
noticing emotional undercurrents
praying internally
connecting present conversations to past experiences
considering long-term implications

That’s not withdrawal. That’s leadership beneath the surface.

The tragedy is that when churches don’t value this kind of processing, they unintentionally train leaders to talk before they’re ready. Over time, speed replaces discernment, and confidence replaces wisdom.

Why This Matters for Ministry

Ministry decisions carry weight. They shape people’s lives, families, and faith. Not every decision should be made at conversational speed.

Leaders who think before they speak help slow the room down. They introduce discernment into reactive spaces. They remind teams that silence can be productive, not awkward.

If you’re an introverted leader, you don’t need to apologize for your pace. You don’t need to compete with louder voices. And you don’t need to force yourself into constant verbal processing just to be seen as engaged.

Your pause may be the most responsible thing you bring to the table.

A Word to Leadership Teams

If you lead alongside introverts, resist the urge to measure contribution by airtime. Some of the most faithful leadership happens quietly.

Ask better questions.
Allow space after discussions.
Invite reflection, not just reaction.

You may discover that the leader who speaks last often speaks best.

Thinking Is Not Hesitation, It’s Stewardship

Jesus never confused urgency with obedience. He moved decisively when the time was right, but He never let pressure rush Him.

In a world that prizes quick answers, the church desperately needs leaders who think before they speak. Leaders who pause. Leaders who pray. Leaders who understand that wisdom often arrives after the noise dies down.

Thinking before speaking isn’t a liability.

It’s a leadership skill.

And the church would be healthier if we treated it that way.

Maybe you’ve been there, sitting in a room full of energy and noise, wondering if your silence means you don’t belong.

I know the feeling. It was 2009, and I had just joined the staff of a large, growing church. I had a general understanding of personality types, but didn’t consider myself introverted, at least not consciously. Back then, I didn’t think much about personality at all.

That changed fast.

Every Tuesday, I sat in staff meetings surrounded by seven extroverted pastors. They talked enthusiastically, often over each other, building ideas as they went. I sat back, listening and collecting my thoughts. It wasn’t that I didn’t care, it was that I cared too much to speak an idea still taking shape. By the time I had something worth saying, the conversation had moved three items down the agenda.

Maybe you can relate. Maybe you’ve gone entire Tuesdays with staff and never said a word. Maybe you’ve sat through university classes, painfully aware that your final grade depends on “participation,” but unable to force a half-formed thought into the open before the moment passes.

This is one of the quiet frustrations of being an introvert. We want to speak, but not over people. We want to share, but not prematurely. We value words, so we don’t waste them. And often, in church ministry, that makes us feel out of place.

If that’s you, I want you to know: you are not alone.

Whether you’re the life of the potluck or the one quietly refilling the coffee in the back, I believe there’s wisdom here for you. I invite you to share your stories, comment, ask questions, and journey with me. I’ve spent the past decade studying introverted leadership from a Christian perspective, academically, practically, and personally.

In fact, my doctoral dissertation was titled: “An Exploration into the Best Practices for Introverted Pastors Working in a Team Context.” As part of that research, I spoke with dozens of leaders who felt isolated, called to public ministry, but wired for internal reflection.

Oh, and I was fired from that church job. Two years in.

And I’m grateful. Truly.

That painful moment pushed me down a path of self-discovery and allowed me to finally embrace the strengths of introversion. I once believed being quiet disqualified me from pastoral ministry. Now I know better.

The Church needs introverts.
The Church needs extroverts.
And most of all, the Church needs us working together, with grace, patience, and understanding.

Part of why I started this blog is to test the waters. Is there a community of introverted leaders who feel this tension? Would a book on introverted leadership in the Church resonate with you? If so, I’d love to hear from you.

Bookmark the page. Come back often. My hope is to offer something worthwhile, something that encourages your soul and affirms your calling.

Blessings,
Josh

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Thinking Before Speaking is an Important Leadership Skill